Staying at 5am

The recurring nightmares seem to visit only in the morning to fuck me over in the day.
It was kinda nice today, though, if it can be at all. At least I got to talk to him.
It's scary to turn from the computer or a mindlessly playing movie keeping minds away. So even when I'm not doing anything, I'll just stare at the screen.
Wish time would freeze like this. Or never have had such time.